dance.music.life.

been away…

sorry i have been away from tumblr. but i got a twitter and im pretty much addicted haha.

i miss school so much i didn’t think i would but i am having withdrawls!!

twitter.com/marcguzman

i have a twitter….

yes i know i gave in! hahah

i never thought that i would but i did

www.twitter.com/marcguzman

FOLLOW ME!! :)

19?! Nevs.

samsypie:

Just wanted to say a quick thanks to Russ, Pat, Mark, Don, KC, and Ky for tumblring happy birthday stuff to me :) You, you the besttttt.

Marc Guzman was 1st caller.. even though technically he cheated cus he called me at 11:59 and made me stay on until 12. Otherwise it would have been Don or Mark Luciano or Kyle HAHA! :) <3

Mmm did nothing today basically but went to AK auds with Nat, Airene and Ray.. hella heads so didn’t rly try on choreo since wasn’t trying out but just for support. Ppl broke the crayo meter today right ND!? Hahah. And Henry was embarrassing by telling people there to sing happy birthday to me at 11:50 cus I wanted to leave before 12 so they wouldn’t do anything embarrassing but they did -__- Haha loves. Ok I’m 19?! The fuckkk.

hell yeah i was the first caller….all is fair in FRIENDSHIPS AND WAR!

santa cruz roller coaster coming to an end…

fuck so many thoughts running through my head it’s like finally hitting me that i will be departing from this small town i called home for the past four years. these memories are running through my head reminiscing about the times that made me who i am today:

1st year

• arrived with a truck full of clothes/shoes, i think thats all i brought to college haha
• was on the small floor filled with all girls and only my room was male: MY LUCK!
• hated my roommate because he ate all my food
• moved out and meet my best friend dyvi
• meet some amazing people, 1st floor!
• started organizing
• SUA
• had a mustache then shaved it
• hated santa cruz and was severely homesick
• snowed for the first time in santa cruz
• shocked about the naked run
• worked at CRAPITOLA mall…and bussed to work!

song of the year: cater 2 u by destiny’s child

2nd year

• got drunk for the first time
• was so racist to my own kind, it was kind of a horrible thing, but that soon changed after i got put on blast hella times
• RA: i loved my floor but i hated my boss
• drunken nights in capitola
• still hated santa cruz
• met steven and gluestick
• free food at cafe revolucion
• late night dining hall drama talk
• MECHA
• SUA
• e2
• thought college wasn’t for me because i didn’t know what i wanted to major in and i couldn’t find my niche
• got closer to christine
• applied to transfer to irvine and got in
• decided to stay for some odd reason

song of the year: because of you by ne-yo

3rd year

• CA=hated the job and my boss
• stopped shopping at hollister and abercrombie
• still hated santa cruz but it was getting better
• failed my first class ever!
• LAS VEGAS! won $120 from slots and gluestick was pissed because i wasn’t even 21 yet…haha she still loves me
• played wii late at night in stevens room
• kanye west concert
• alicia keys concert
• lost friends because they talked to much shit behind my back
• ORALE
• SUA
• MECHA
• SOCC
• realized what friendship and acquaintances were, thanks mom for that lesson
• drank a lot more often like every weekend with steven and jesh
• looked at my planner and would have 13 meetings during one quarter that wasn’t including classes
• burnt out!

song of the year: if i was the one by ruff endz

4th year

• took a step back from organizing
• turned 21
• nights at the RED!
• trips to go clubbing in SAN JOSE
• gay clubbing
• started dancing with HALUAN and fell in love (2nd place @ PRELUDE)
• mentored 1st years
• fell in love with the wrong guy
• deep ass conversations over AIM
• went to pride and had tooo much fun! i was grinding on too many guys that night, but thats all i did :)
• lost touch with close friends because i didn’t live on campus anymore
• lived with dyvi and camilla (THANKS)
• summer at escalona
• real world wednesdays
• video chatting
• boys!
• finally put my education first
• FSA grad
• C10 grad
• CL grad
• the look on my mom’s face during my ceremonies…I MADE HER PROUD!

song of the year: suitcases and travel bags by gabe bondoc

these are just memories that pop in my head during my roller coaster ride and i know its not everything that i experienced here but as it comes to an end i will have to get off and start a new journey in my life….watch out real world here comes MARCELINO GUZMAN!

ABDC Season 4….

is WHACK! Totally disappointed!

Honestly, there is so much better dancing out there and we get this to watch on television. Some of these teams have no sense of what dance is. They have like elementary moves, step your game up!

Lil Mama just needs to SHUT UP already, why does she even open her mouth like since when did she become a dancer, one song and you think your tight….please go learn how to dance and maybe ill listen to what you say.

round 3?

so i thought this round would be different, you said it was going to be but yet everything that has happened in the last couple days has been the same old shit as before.

no calls

no texts

what do you expect me to do, just sit here and wait for you, yeah i could honestly say that i love you but i just think that its a one way street. you let me go already before and so i think it’s my turn because your not showing me anything that shows me that this round is different then the two last ones. i was really positive about you being that special someone in my life once again but yet expectations always happen to fall short when it comes to men in my life. and not just relationships but family as well.

i thought you were different, like u said a breathe of fresh air that i wanted to continue breathing forever because you make me so happy but i feel i dont make you happy enough because if you did things would be different

6 days and counting until im further away from you…that will be more distance from you, maybe this time ill stop thinking about you and move on….