marc.distractions left and right…
i have had my ups and downs but nothing like what i feel right at this very moment, a feeling of lost and insecure something that i have never felt before because at this point in my life i feel lost…
lost of never finishing school because its so expensive
lost of never being able to pay my college debt
lost of losing my true friends
lost of learning that each day that passes my family become farther and farther apart with one another and i blame myself
lost of not being able to find a job in this economy
lost of letting my mind control my decisions instead of my heart
lost of never being able to find true love
lost of never being good enough for my older brother
i hope that being so lost i will lead me in a different direction but a direction that will challenge my way of thinking and the person that i have become, i hope that the next chapter in my journey doesn’t include this feeling of being lost
